I havent made a journal in a while so I wanted to drop by and give you all an update on how I'm doing and chat a little bit about whats going on and stuff. ^^
So I have some very good news for you all! I'm actually feeling better and my head has been feeling great lately since I've gotten home from camp! I can focus again and the depression has pretty much subsided completely.
Praise the Lord! I have control over my head again!
All thats left really is the slight crackliness in my joints and some other mild physical problems. But aside from that I've been feeling awesome and it's so great to be drawing and enjoying life again. ITS SO GOOD TO HAVE MENTAL CLARITY GUYS. LIKE HOLY GOODNESS ITS AMAZING. God is good, my friends! I knew he wouldnt let me down during this. :3
Now granted it's still kinda hard to try and re-train my brain to like-
trust its instincts again and get rid of that self-doubt and fear and perfectionism that this disease (pardon me if I don't call it by name. As so